Cholesterol of 175

My LDL levels are extremely high. 175. That means all this bs I've been posting was probably just chapter one in a defeatist attitude toward healthy living. Now my body and my arteries are begging me to take care of them.

I'm really not sure how to feel, cause honestly I feel gross and impossible to cure. I feel like my life is kinda messed up and I'm probably gonna die alone. I'm probably gonna get fatter like my grandmother. I'm probably gonna have a heart attack unless I do something now to change the way I live.

Obesity lying down

This is what near obesity looks like with a BMI of 29.7. Rolly Polly.

I deleted Facebook and tumblr

I needed to free up my mindspace.

155.8 and steroids

I've been on steroid cream for a skin condition for over a week now. I think that I need to stop as I'm 99% sure I'm gaining weight from it and it is making me feel insanely lethargic.

The scale said 152 last Monday and now says 155, almost 156. It doesn't feel like water weight though I'm sure it could be.